Another hurtful truth Life is fragrile.
You'll never know how other people think about you.
Unless, they told you. But that doesn't mean it's from their heart.
You'll never know how much you mean for them.
Unless they told you. But that doesn't mean it's the truth.
and you'll never know if they backstab you. From what've i been through, i'll never know if there's any true friends in this world.
Perhaps, none. For me. How many years of friendship, it ends in one night. This post dedicated to a person once i called him 'friend'. I am not so suprised to see you hang out with my enemy. I was just your friend, who have no right to stop you from going out with whoever you wants. Somehow, i feel upset. Because i knew you were standing on her side to talk to me while me and her were arguing. And you actually denied it. You defended yourself being a neutral person. You even persuaded me to settle face-to-face with her in front of you and you will be the judge or whatsoever, you named it. Last night, i was drunk, i am being very upset because my judgements in the earlier time were all right. I called you when i back home. I asked if she is with you right now. I knew she is with you and yet you lied. NVM. The worst thing is, you turned on your loudspeaker throughout the conversation. Maybe you think i'm stubborn. Maybe you think i was drunk enough and didn't know she was laughing and says what she(me) wants. And at the same time, you questioned me if i did talked bad about you in front of your ex, C*****. Truth to tell, I did not do that, not even after you guys broke up. You went out with others FEW TIMES when you're still with C*****, i knew it and yet I NEVER say anything about that to her although i felt unfair for her. I'll never backstab you because i treated you truly as a friend. I always talked good things about you whenever you were arguing with her. and NOW, you doubt me. Hah! I ain't pissed but I feel deeply sad. I cried my lungs out. I was hoping what I seen or heard weren't true yet reality slapped on my face. All i hope is, you would know who is your real friend and who is not. Needless to say, our friendship has became a pass tense. People out there, maybe you guys will say, i'm still young enough to learn about what is in our life. It's just another lesson of life. Well, yeah. But my heart still in pain and i don't know if i could stand it. You know, i have so much to worry about. Real friend is very hard to find. That's why i'm always appreciate them. They are a part of me. There's something you can never learn from school or yr family but your friends. Arghhhh... I'm so depress...  | 
