Good day!

Balut Interport Competition is just around the corner.
Excited.
and yet i am much more concern on how to settle Ethan on that day.

The competition starts at 12pm till 5pm.
Ethan is definately gonna be in my mum's place.
Then, i will have 2 hours break to get change for dinner cum prize presentation.
I will need to decide if i bring Ethan along to the dinner or else.
I wonder if my mum could handle him all day long.

Not to mention, its kinda tiring to take care of a 9 months old baby, especially Ethan.
I'm still nursing and he depends on me very much.
When the time he wants to sleep, that's the time he need me the most.
That's the only problem i have at the moment.
and which is why i will bring him along wherever i go.

I am alright if i bring him along to the dinner,
but, just that its not suitable for him to be in the dinner
as it will be crowded and noisy.

Headache. Headache.

Now, im off to continue my housechores.

See you all real soon.

It's 7am now.
I'm so sleepy and my body is tiring.
But, i can't sleep.

How would you feel if a person who is closed enough, who you love and care the most...
when he/she misunderstand you...

How would you feel if he/she does not listen to you...
when you tried to explain yourself...

How would you feel if he/she does not even bother to understand you...

How would you feel if he/she does not care how you feel...
when he/she said something hurtful...

How would you feel??

I am so much depress.

I cried.

I feel pain in my heart.

I scared.

Who I am? to you..

I am not sure anymore.

Perhaps, she could be the best for you, and she is irreplaceable.

I'm back!!

Hello people. I'm back! Finally. After so long..
Missing this blog so much.

Previously, i blogged at christy.deschristy.com for quite awhile.
One fine day, I was thought of log in and blog eventually, it failed to log in.
Whenever i tried to sign in, it will come out with an error.
Till now, i don't even know whats going on with my wordpress.
Domain expired? Perhaps..
Ah!! Care no more.

My life has been up and down and quite 'busy' because i'm working as a housewife and a full time mother.
My son, Ethan Lai is 8 months old now.
He is now crawling every single corner of my house.
He is still learning to balance himself while he climb up.
He is just being restless.
and i'm so exhausted while chasing him here and there.

Time really flies.

In another 1 month, Ethan will start walking, perhaps?
*sigh*
I could imagine, it's gonna be extremely tiring.

Did i mention, Ethan is teething?
Yes he is and i guess his gums are itch most of the time.
Which is why he likes to take whatever things and put it into his mouth.
Pity him.

So much to share about Ethan. =p

I'm so thankful because God has gifted me a healthy baby,
and, i've learnt to appreciate my parents who brought me to this world.
Fed me, educated me and all the hardworks and sacrifices that they had gone through all these while.

I love you, pa and ma. 

My wedding has just passed..
and finally, I am officially Mrs Lai..

Before i begin with my wedding entry, i would like to leave a short message for 2 lovely person.
Hey buggers, i bet you probably felt that you're sucha loser right now..
You all shouldn't mess with us from the earlier time.
You are just making joke out of yourself.
Somemore, both you not even dare to show up on our wedding reception.
WHAT A LOSER!!!
so, get off pleasee..
MwahaHahaHahahaHaha..
ok I'm done with this. *continue laugh teribbly*

I had never thought of to prepare a wedding could be such a tough job.
Especially when you only be given two months time of wedding preparation.

I still remember those days when me and desmond rush from kk city to citymall then One Borneo just to look for our shoes/heels, ended up back home with empty handed.

I remembered when we scratching hard our head to decide which colors to be use on the wedding reception.

I still remember the day we took our wedding potraits in the studio, i wore the bloody heavy gown which almost make my neck break into two pieces.

Not forgotten Desmond carried me under the hot sun with his thick blazzer just for that damn good shot.

and and and, i will never forget the day i feel like a celebrity, a superstar.. Everyone wanted to take a picture with you so badly... 

Looking back..

It is all worth it.. It's memories to share, to talk about when both of us grow old. I love those moments, i wish i could turn back time...

to be continue...

22 days to go..
yea baby..

I'm getting marry on the 19th of Sept 2008 to Mr Desmond Lai.. Hehe..
Can't really describe how i feel right now..
Like normal days.. feel kinda lazy..

Wedding preparation?
There are stuffs we haven't buy yet. Not to mention, my heels on the wedding day. I can't even spot one! Sial! Mana pergi all those nice but not-too-high-heels? cuz if its too high, someone might get offended. Gahh..

Does anyone know where to get cheap baby milk bottles? I'm gonna use it on the wedding day for the door games. I'll make sure everything is taped and broadcast it on the wedding banquet!! HAHAHAHA!! Die larrr this group of guys!!

It reminds me i actually have lotsa things haven't done yet. *big big sigh*

Now i feels like im doing the last min job.

Who knows to do the excel thingy??!! Ahhhhhhhhhh... wtf wtf!!

Tomorrow i'm gonna meet up a make up artist, i hope she is the one. Or else, i have to look for another again.

Ok ok now i will list down things that I MUST settle a week before my wedding day.

1. Meet up with my sistas and bouncer to discuss about the door games.
2. To buy stuffs which is needed for the door games.
3. To shop for my heels.
4. To go bridal shop to finalize my wedding gown.
5. To go to another bridal shop to rent bridesmaid's gown for my cousin.
6. To decide who is gonna be my make up artist and hair do artist.
7. Programe list.
8. Look for modern and romantic loveee songs for the wedding reception
9. To look for a person who can help to check-in and check-out rooms.
10. Make sure the guest lists are computerlized.

Shit!!! These things are stressing me out!! Helpppp MEEEE!!!